Where is my sale?

I have been going through the absolute worst 3 years of my life. My employer has gotten everything and more out of me and renegged on his promise to get me CNC experience because he cant find anyone to do the job i do currently. i need that experience or i might as well give up my trade and pump gas. I am at the point where try as i might to avoid it...i can no longer avoid the obvious...My motorcycle is up for sale, and my entire collection will be offered for sale in th3 coming months. i lost $50k of income per year. i was prepping for early retirement...now im praying to die as i watched my entire life unravel and recede in a negative fashion. My wife cant find a job at all. The one job she did get...she got fired from because she SPOKE FLUENT ENGLISH and couldnt understand the people she worked with...Probationary employees can be fired for ANY reason...the have zero protection. Edmonton is a VERY racist place...AGAINST WHITE PEOPLE...and it keeps getting worse...there isnt a single white person on the floor at the local Walmart. Anyways...i never planned on being silent for this long...ill admit...i have been wallowing in self pity for a bit. But i need to sell everything...or i lose my house. Expect to see things popping up for sale and me to start casting again. RUMEL...YOU "WILL" be compensated for the lateness of your order.